full
empty

and there was nothing.
nothing left in the end.


introduction
confession

zishing
04-12-1992
no preferences
nothing particular.
the place people come to for help.
and that's about it.


out
in

AB
AiPing
Amos
Andy
Baka-Tsuki
Caroline
ChinHian
Dom
De-Coder's Cafe a.k.a.Yap
Hisyam
JingSheng
LeeYang
Kee
Leonard
LiJie
MarcusChan
Matilda
Max
MelWeh
RongRong
RuiFen
Sarah
SiHui
Stewart
Sumo
Valerie
Zak


past
present

August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 May 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 February 2011 April 2011 September 2011 November 2011

thank
request

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(Monday, May 19, 2008/10:35 PM)

still

Start and Stay with
TENMON & Eiichiro Yanagi
ef - a tale of memories Original Soundtrack 2 ~ fortissimo
[0:48/06:10] [-|---------]








as i listen to this.
i get this feeling.
that everything is moving along.

everything, that is.
except for me.

it's like i sit there.
on a simple plastic chair.
and watch life go by perpendicular to me.

i see people walking by me.
each person so distinct from the other.
but each with a smile on his or her face.

it doesn't matter which direction they're going.
because to them, it's forward.
and forward is the best direction anyone can go.

some are walking.
some are running.
but forward is where all of them go.

and with them, the smiles on their faces.
they joyfully converse with each other.
as they share the walk down this same road i see.

that road shines before me.
no lost souls, no fragments of hearts.
carried by the wind.

even the wind is free.
it just seems to good to be true.
but who knows for sure, really?

and the curtains open for the final chapter.


be alive
take it
promise to find
yes i will

shining
wings filled with
wishes

fly high
make it
get to the new world
that i seek

someday
so i
believe.



but that is what i cannot see.
and that is what i can see.
so let me be.


and i shall rest until i'm free.